Chapter One-The Beginning Preview by vwm8D, literature
Literature
Chapter One-The Beginning Preview
Timothy
It’s the first day of highschool, and I’m about to throw up all over my new converse high tops. I’m so nervous, I could barely eat the smiley face pancakes my mother made me for my “first big day.” As an eighth grader in my middle school, I was at the top of the food chain, nothing could bring me down, but now, as a freshman in Kennedy High School, I’m nothing.
I take care to note all of the things around me - that’s a quirk of mine. I have to know everything around me, and I don’t know why. Maybe I just like the id
I am bred for you and our satisfaction.
You breathe life into me so I may breathe life into your dreams and wishes.
You sculpt me to perfection so I can be wholesome and flawless.
You made sure I had just the right amount of everything so I would grow.
Then you stomped on me.
You pulled off my petals and ripped them to shreds.
You tore out my roots so I might never settle again.
You have broken me, every last piece of me, and you care nothing of it.
There is nothing I might do to make you take back what you did, even if you could.
There is nothing to do to make me feel better, nothing you might do to bring me to perfection again. I a
I love you, dear.
That is the easy part
To this maze of feelings
And longing.. All I ever
Wanted was acceptance,
You, and your hand to hold.
We both knew our days were numbered
But no one would dare speak
That out loud to hear...
Longing is what I feel for you now,
And it fills the void you've left
Only your heart, your hand
That's all I wanted, all I needed.
I miss our talks, I miss our games
We both saw the pain when last we met
We knew your flight would wait no longer
I knew when you climbed in that van
You knew...
Vow we did, Vow we did
To meet again, one d
Chapter One-The Beginning Preview by vwm8D, literature
Literature
Chapter One-The Beginning Preview
Timothy
It’s the first day of highschool, and I’m about to throw up all over my new converse high tops. I’m so nervous, I could barely eat the smiley face pancakes my mother made me for my “first big day.” As an eighth grader in my middle school, I was at the top of the food chain, nothing could bring me down, but now, as a freshman in Kennedy High School, I’m nothing.
I take care to note all of the things around me - that’s a quirk of mine. I have to know everything around me, and I don’t know why. Maybe I just like the id
I am bred for you and our satisfaction.
You breathe life into me so I may breathe life into your dreams and wishes.
You sculpt me to perfection so I can be wholesome and flawless.
You made sure I had just the right amount of everything so I would grow.
Then you stomped on me.
You pulled off my petals and ripped them to shreds.
You tore out my roots so I might never settle again.
You have broken me, every last piece of me, and you care nothing of it.
There is nothing I might do to make you take back what you did, even if you could.
There is nothing to do to make me feel better, nothing you might do to bring me to perfection again. I a
I love you, dear.
That is the easy part
To this maze of feelings
And longing.. All I ever
Wanted was acceptance,
You, and your hand to hold.
We both knew our days were numbered
But no one would dare speak
That out loud to hear...
Longing is what I feel for you now,
And it fills the void you've left
Only your heart, your hand
That's all I wanted, all I needed.
I miss our talks, I miss our games
We both saw the pain when last we met
We knew your flight would wait no longer
I knew when you climbed in that van
You knew...
Vow we did, Vow we did
To meet again, one d
Chapter One-The Beginning Preview by vwm8D, literature
Literature
Chapter One-The Beginning Preview
Timothy
It’s the first day of highschool, and I’m about to throw up all over my new converse high tops. I’m so nervous, I could barely eat the smiley face pancakes my mother made me for my “first big day.” As an eighth grader in my middle school, I was at the top of the food chain, nothing could bring me down, but now, as a freshman in Kennedy High School, I’m nothing.
I take care to note all of the things around me - that’s a quirk of mine. I have to know everything around me, and I don’t know why. Maybe I just like the id
I am bred for you and our satisfaction.
You breathe life into me so I may breathe life into your dreams and wishes.
You sculpt me to perfection so I can be wholesome and flawless.
You made sure I had just the right amount of everything so I would grow.
Then you stomped on me.
You pulled off my petals and ripped them to shreds.
You tore out my roots so I might never settle again.
You have broken me, every last piece of me, and you care nothing of it.
There is nothing I might do to make you take back what you did, even if you could.
There is nothing to do to make me feel better, nothing you might do to bring me to perfection again. I a
I love you, dear.
That is the easy part
To this maze of feelings
And longing.. All I ever
Wanted was acceptance,
You, and your hand to hold.
We both knew our days were numbered
But no one would dare speak
That out loud to hear...
Longing is what I feel for you now,
And it fills the void you've left
Only your heart, your hand
That's all I wanted, all I needed.
I miss our talks, I miss our games
We both saw the pain when last we met
We knew your flight would wait no longer
I knew when you climbed in that van
You knew...
Vow we did, Vow we did
To meet again, one d
Three people drive down the road
All with lives intertwined to each other
The man, the eldest of the three is the adopted uncle of the boy
The boy, almost a man, is the ex lover of the girl
The girl, a troubled young lady, is a student of the man and classmate to the boy
The three of them together make this story up in its whole
All three playing an important role
The man has a destination;
His home
He wants to see his son
See his daughter
See his husband
The boy is going to the girls house
Wanting to help
Wanting to hold
Offering loving arms for her to crawl into
An innocent soul, pure and sweet
The girl is going to the boys
I'm plauged in a world
That never ends
Alone in this place
I am condemned
Cursed to this life
Which has no plan
The pain in my heart
can no more expand
Watching and waiting
Just wishing to die
My soul is aching
My dreams cannot fly
I'm a person with talent,
A future to uphold,
But those are just many
Lies I have been told
I feel like I'm walking,
But not going any where
There is plenty of time,
But not one second to spare
Why am I still living?
What do I expect?
That an angel will come down
And save me from this wreck!?
Yet...there must be a small
Hope hiding inside,
Because surely I would
Have already died
How wil
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Questions That Will Free Your Mind by realhaydengabba, journal
Questions That Will Free Your Mind
So today I found this website called http://www.marcandangel.com & I guess there is this thing called "50 questions that will free your mind", I guess when we can ask these questions to our self, at the right moment, it gives us clarity of direction, how eye opening our lives could be. And set us off in a direction that has deep meaning to us individually. So I am going to start with the first 10, feel free to do the same! xo
1. How old would you be if you didn't know how old you are?
My grandmother would always tell me that I have an "old soul", she would say that people with "old souls" have been here befor
When I watch a busy street
I dream of each car
Colliding with my body
Is that wrong?
When I Shower
I dream of the warm water
entering my mouth
Engulfing my lungs
Is that wrong?
When I take my medication
I dream of downing them all
Sending me into an everlasting sleep
Is that wrong?
When i'm walking across a bridge
I dream of jumping off the side
Although I can't swim
Is that wrong?
When I am cutting up vegtables
I dream of slicing my throat
From left to right
Is that wrong?
Suicide
I obsess over it
I'm infactuated by it
It detirmanes my every move
My every word
My every breath
And yet
I'm completely fine with that
I like girls. Cilan is my fav pokemon character. I make bracelets I can edit photos I have OCD I'm pretty relaxed online.
Here are some people you should check out:
:) Have a fantastic day!
"I know there's no way I can convince you this is not one of their tricks, but I don't care. I am me. My name is Valerie. I don't think I'll live much longer, and I wanted to tell someone about my life. This is the only autobiography that I will ever write and God, I'm writing it on toilet paper. I was born in Nottingham in 1985. I don't remember much of those early years, but I do remember the rain. My grandmother owned a farm in Tottle Brook and she used to tell me that God was in the rain. I passed my 11 Plus and went to girls' grammar. It was at school that I met my first girlfriend. Her name was Sarah. It was her wrists. They were beautiful. I thought we would love each other forever. I remember our teacher telling us that it was an adolescent phase that people outgrew. Sarah did. I didn't. In 2002, I fell in love with a girl named Christina. That year I came out to my parents. I couldn't have done it without Chris holding my hand. My father wouldn't look at me. He told me to go and never come back. My mother said nothing. But I'd only told them the truth. Was that so selfish? Our integrity sells for so little, but it is all we really have. It is the very last inch of us. But within that inch we are free. I'd always known what I wanted to do with my life and in 2015 I starred in my first film, The Salt Flats. It was the most important role of my life. Not because of my career, but because that was how I met Ruth. The first time we kissed I knew I never wanted to kiss any other lips but hers again. We moved to a small flat in London together. She grew Scarlet Carsons for me in our window box and our place always smelt of roses. Those were the best years of my life." - Valerie, V For Vendetta
Yeah, a lot has been going on. Scholarships are drowning me and I'm having quite the battle with my depression and anxiety. Though, after talking to my teacher for a while, I think I've been more inspired to fight this. I was so close to giving up - so close I could feel the noose tightening. I'm still very close, but now I have an excellent support net. I have my friends, some of my teachers, and two school counselors that have all offered to help me. I truly feel that I can fight and live. Even though I'm home from school due to anxiety-related-sickness, I feel.. okay. I feel like I can do this.
Okay, so I really should try to be more active on here goodness.
So first, my laptop fucked up and dad took it to the shop.. well, it's actually been fucking up for like a year but dad finally decided to fix it.
So now I'm on my brother's laptop because he is a sweetling.
Umm, yeah. Real life is boring. Like ugh. So I guess I'll see you soon.
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